"Here I am"

1969 mid-summer, Xu Zhiwei with a passport to leave Hong Kong alone set foot on the dream trip.

  he was twenty years old, just graduated from high school, he went to Los Angeles.

  sky and the Gulf of California are clear, Xu Zhiwei of the world is clear - he loves his childhood girlfriend, and she preceded him to the United States, she lived in the South Bay, California.

  they married. Two-year-old life is so simple, in the two-year-old academic is the love and on the scales and other heavy weights, if added to the other end of the minus end of the above, life was dumping Dou.

  Xu Zhiwei two-year-old with a simple self-confidence, balance the scales of the two ends. Newlyweds, he entered the UCLA (University of California, Los Angeles) Department of Biochemistry start college courses.

  parents expect him to read the law, it is Hsu's family, the first consideration of choice of occupation, Xu Zhiwei has chosen to science - he is extremely proud that he not allow anyone to manipulate the pieces of his life.

  "Give me some time, I can realize the dream of all success." ┅ ┅ This is Xu Zhiwei of the declaration.

  In order to take responsibility for their own choices, Xu Zhiwei refused financial support of parents, Jiali Ji of the bill, he has all returned. He would rather go to a restaurant to work weekends. He was working twenty hours a week.

  Three years later, he graduated from university began studying medicine into the medical curriculum.

  1970 the Canadian Heart Association established a double doctorate scholarship program to train a group of medical science researchers. The scholarship supports only one year has been a Doctor of Medicine and is pursuing a PhD in the second, Xu Zhiwei only go to medical school next year, but stand out in a number of applicants to become the first person to receive this scholarship. So he transferred to University of British Columbia studied philosophy and medicine double doctorate.

  1976, he also received two doctorate of medicine and philosophy. Then he went to Toronto, Canada, engaged in clinical medicine training.

  very generous to his fate, left Hong Kong for nine high school graduation, his first full realization of the dream. Scales of the two ends of his life - family and school are looking over their success: he has a virtuous wife, two great degree, the three lovely children (college, he had a daughter, into the medical first of having a son, engaged in clinical training has little daughter.)

  Xu Zhiwei less than three-year-old stands in the first life on the beautiful scenery of the hills, the former Fang Qifeng stack up, he calmly away, my heart is only a proud voice: I'm coming!

  1978 At the end, Toronto snow-capped. Xu Zhiwei to their set the next goal in life: money. He left Toronto with his wife and children back to Los Angeles.

  Los Angeles eight years ago when he left only a second-year medical students, and now has become a return visit of the purpose of the object is Well, many doctors ask him as a partner, there are also about to retire, sell the old medical clinic should to him. Xu Zhiwei Yi Gai declined to tone inner tube unabashed self-confidence: "You do not know my people."

  Long Beach, he rented a place, opened a clinic alone, his wife do care. Opening the first day, only the arrival of a patient.

  Three years later, his clinics have become one of the largest in town, a dozen employees, fifty beds, and two doctors became his partner.

  his side of the clinic, side indulging in drug abuse in medical research.

  North America who can give a dream all he seems to have been, everything he has first-class: first-class learning, first-class career, first-class experience. However, he still did not find a think there is a dream, this is the rights and status. So he set himself again the next goal: to maximize the medical profession in North America, the power and status.

  Los Angeles home to Jewish Hospital, the hospital has more than four hundred doctors, 95% of the doctors are Jews, Xu Zhiwei is the only Chinese, is the so-called "second-class citizens", he is the youngest of the hospital a doctor . Xu Zhiwei said to myself: "If you really have a skill necessary when the hospital director."

  him day and night into a right and ability to compete. He was the smartest group of Jews, "these ideas are unique to Utah to"; Jews do well, he do better; Jews doing bad, he did worse. Jews for his loss. Bitterly to him a nickname: "Yellow Peril." Is this "Yellow Peril", four years later, at 37 years old, when their president. Xu Zhiwei is unprecedented and has never done a Chinese Jewish hospital director, has never been a person under 40 years old to when the President.

  struggled for seventeen years in North America, Xu Zhiwei history to draw on their dream of a beautiful exclamation point.

  fully realized all his dreams, was regrettably successful - he seemed to lack nothing, so the "ownership" but became a poor and tasteless.

  Xu Zhiwei suddenly strayed from the bottom now own a successful trap, he thought he was invincible, but finally fell out of his own, and unable to extricate themselves.

  this trap to his despair, no sense of any effort, even if he was able to climb up from trap to make him equally desperate, since it has no dreams to be found. He would like a triumph of the generals stand alone in the Chengkungling ringing salute, but after it Muran found that "no man has gone before and after but not to persons, read the world of long, sad but cried alone."

  - This is what I'm looking for a dream? Xu Zhiwei disappointed about this dream.

  "what to do next," Xu Zhiwei asked myself,

  "Why even ask what to do next?" He answered.

  "should not be a target?"

  "If this target is not met, what basis will meet next?

  "there must be a breakthrough."

  "So what? The first takes you to the middle-aged seventeen years, with success, not satisfied; second seventeen years to take you to the end of life, then, would you still satisfied? you will not still have to ask yourself: what to do next? "

  Xu Zhiwei can not find the answer.

  beautiful dream in the history of the exclamation point becomes a big question mark.

Let light into the

Dark and Light is the situation of blending the two can not, can not be in two fields, non-dark, or light. To be living in the light, we must walk in truth. Your present situation is the spiritual darkness or light it? In sin or in the truth?

The only way out of darkness is to light to be done, the word of God, this is not because of our ability, but for the grace of God. God is light, as long as he came, we immediately are in bright areas. In the light, we can talk with God, fellowship with one another, there is no barrier, because of our darkness and evil, in the true light illuminates, completely accepted the blood of Christ wash, which wash performance is immediate, but not stop, but ongoing.

We are ready to walk the light, the question is whether we now willing to accept God and His clean. Brothers and sisters, do not be deceived, to effectively line the truth, otherwise you will not be a true fellowship with God.

Dear

Spiritual element: Dear
Title: October 14
Verse: "And why do your brother eye, but do not want to do the beam in thine own eye? Beam in your own eye, how can your brother say, 'Let me remove the thorn in your eye' it" (Matthew VII 3 -4)
Dear brothers and sisters:
Have a picture, the landscape is often used to test people's point of view, some people see a painting from the United States if the angel girl, but others saw a grim witch.

I think you may have seen this picture, I think this picture is also more than once. The strange thing is, not every time he saw the same picture, sometimes I will see the Witch, and sometimes will see beauty.

The Bible says, given the good people of good heart, the human heart is evil evil. Perhaps, when I see the beauty, the goodness of my heart is in the situation, then saw the witch, should watch out. The moment I asked myself, asking the Holy Spirit of light, in the end the heart is a hidden but not now to deal with evil!

Indeed, for the same landscape, the same person, same thing, different people, even the same person at different times, will indeed see different things.

My little son was born, his brother drew a picture and write a short article, he said his brother sometimes cute, "Family B", sometimes like a roaring tiger. So we sat down together to talk, count the little brother of all sorts of benefits as a result, my brother came to the conclusion: little brother is cute, "Family B" when the more.

The brothers grew up to the present age, have love for one another because they have absolutely no flaws in temperament, so get along? Among the world where to find such perfect people? Eyes of each other's state of mind but they are willing to choose goodness, to the benefit of watching Bale.

The Bible tells us that this mind of Christ, that Christ is how to see us? (Genesis) at the outset said: "Good!" We are good in his eyes, the main way we were treated, bathed in the loving care of this atmosphere, when the weight of self-love know, there is such a "good" to see other people.

Embrace this vision of mind, the world will become brighter, Chi Mei incomparable.

Come! Do not content yourself beam eyes, hearts and minds will be trapped in the negative prisoners, bad, and hated the dirt well, and do not see the life of the frog.


"I taught Ephraim to walk, with his arm hold? Them, they do not know that I healed them. I used the Chi Sheng Aisuo lead them, I treat them as they relax beef cheeks are plywood, put food on their front. "(He XI 3-4)

"No" and "never"

He would flattering you, that you inherit the earth.
Psalm 37:34



Why, when God says "no", we always think that this means "never" mean? Because those who have called you down the experience, or are you naturally a pessimisticDoctrineWho? Do you know more than the blessing of Christ should Xu Zimin, or he's suffering more? In most cases, "no" simply means "not now" because you're not ready to receive God's answer! "No" is temporary, excessive; in the process of waiting for you according to what you know, and that Christ taught and the line, and to abide byTruthUntil you receive further inspiration and guidance.

You have to make good use of the waiting time for their preparation. Just as God gave to Abraham, Isaac the first, he spent twenty-five years to wait, pray and walk with the Lord; Moses also spent four years in the wilderness practicing faith in God and learn to do the voice of God identified , to lead the Israelites out of bondage ready. One commentator pointed out that Moses spent the first four years of life, learn to be a "powerful" person; and spent four years after learning as an "insignificant" people; However, he In the last four decades to understand "God is omnipotent." If God wants you to be like the Holy Spirit today, and you may feel that living death, but do not complain, do not despair, do not give up.




The date of graduation in sight Rejoice!

I pity the thirsty spirit

Jewish sorrow, that they refused to accept the only true God, and also refused to accept God's truth, so often fall into sins and not wake up. God's wrath and punishment for their evil deeds and come, God bestows stop him, so that their lives into a wilderness among never have the fullness that is running all day long for, but also it had no, this is really great curse! .

Unfortunately, history repeats itself failed, the human often can not learn in history lessons. Today, many believers are still under this curse, although there was a lack of life, do not understand what in the end the lack of them running around to find ways to return only the tired and helpless. Who knows to meet the life, the Bible is in my own hands; who understand that as long as the knees, humble, believe and accept the Word of God, the Word of God became a way of life! O God, have mercy on the unbelievers and refuse the truth from generation to generation, but also compassion in the spirit of our hunger!

5 strokes nourishing beauty care of you first, the spleen

Spleen is known as "acquired the" good people usually ruddy spleen shiny, otherwise it will yellow skin, easy to produce wrinkles.Do not want to become Huanglian Po, the raising of the spleen is very important.

1, the drug less Sibu

Chinese medicine, sweet nature, the food canSpleenSuch as vegetables inside the cauliflower, potatoes, sweet potatoes, pumpkin, yam, lotus root, inside the millet grain, rice, barley, mung beans, soybeans, and red dates, longan, lotus seeds ... ... are good for the spleen. Here are two Spleen soup, for your reference.

Red dates, black-bone chicken pot wolfberry

Materials: A black-bone chicken, red dates 10, 10 grams of wolfberry, ginger taste.

Method: Wuji to the hair after the wash to the internal organs were placed in boiling water for 5 minutes in hot water after the Dish and drain. The above ingredients into the pot, add water to cook well-done.

Efficacy: efficacy of black-bone chicken with the spleen, the spleen can also dates not only the blood, often taken to make our color become red and shiny.

Honey bean barley soup

Ingredients: green beans 20 grams, 20 grams of barley, lotus seeds 20 grams, the amount of honey.

Method: barley, lotus seeds, and mung beans soaked overnight with water after cleaning. Barley plus 2 bowls of water into the pot, boil over low heat for 20 minutes after the switch, into the lotus seeds, green beans cook until Shulan. Changes to be hot soup, into honey.

Efficacy: Sammi ingredients can not only Spleen Qi, green beans and honey also detoxifies role.



2, movement spleen

Regular sit-ups, while still training in the spleen and abdominal muscles. 3 times daily, every 5 minutes. Try not to exercise after eating, and poor digestion.

3, massage

Regular abdominal massage is also very good for the spleen: the hands on your belly button clockwise and counterclockwise the Anrou 60.

Zusanli regular massage, also spleen and stomach.

4, the activities of the brain to relax

Brain on the spleen will also cause damage, so the brain needs proper time to relax, reduce tension, such as meditation, visualization and so on.

5Maintain the feel good

Spleen can also ease of mind in a healthy state.